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After mark left nct i felt crazy. It made me realize that i might be a teensy bit parasocial... oops. But how can you not become a little parasocial if said celebrity was in the industry for TEN YEARS. DAMN!!! I was young, but mark was too... damn hesjkfdshkjfsdhf. Yes but im normal again now, but I do listen to certain songs (Earrings by Malcolm Tood & Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield) and close my eyes and make edits LMAO.

1) extra, extra, read all about it MARK is in his feelings and he cant get out of it (think about mark's letter and then you combine flashbacks of nct videos)

2) *last chorus* Drench yourself in words unspoken, life your life with arms wide open, today is where your book begins... the rest is still unwritten (cue the mark memories and think about what is in store for myself as a fan and for mark lee)





Bruh how can you make photos smaller i cant heskfhsjdfhskjdlk
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On my radio show, I play the 127 DEEP CUTS (just kidding I can only play two 127 songs the entire quarter unforch). Then I email SM ENTERTAINMENT even though they will most likely ignore my efforts to get him to fly to rural California on a Thursday.

If not that, I win a fancall with Johnny, and tell him to tune into my show which the time conveniently translates to KST perfectly hohoho... where I play the NCT127 DEEP CUTS. This also won't happen because he is barely active so I won't ever score that fancall... the man is playing sports ???

Last resort, is self-networking. Instagram DMs and constant emails will never hurt. I am a DJ with journalistic tendencies and ambition.
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My favorite song by NCT Dream is ISTJ. I honestly think it is an obscure answer to the question considering the dreamzen tendency to like their slower, more heartfelt music. But in my opinion, ISTJ is the epitome of a good song. Something about it is so captivating, and while it almost sounds like a joke when I say I love it, I truly do. With my limited knowledge on music- among other things, these are reasons why I adore ISTJ:

1) LET'S GET DOWN!!!!! The chorus is sooooo addictive and dare I say, fire. Especially paired with the choreography, it is just something I can really appreciate. When I saw it live during TDS3, the experience was so amazing and fun. I need to relive it.

2) The slot machine noise in the instrumental. It is something that sticks out to me so much when I listen to the song, it's almost like you are getting pulled through a tunnel which I love. Just like the whole 'Back to the Future' homage and the music video, the sound equates to being pulled through time? Idk the listening experience is a journey.

3) THE BRIDGE!!! Now if I were to ask many people why they enjoy ISTJ, I think their answer would definitely include the bridge. Heavenly vocals and harmonies, paired with the switch up... why is this meal getting better and better.

In essence, I just think ISTJ is perfect. I see no flaws, and can forever wax poetic about it. It's almost been 2 years since the song was released, but everytime I go back to listen to it I get addicted and listen to it more time than I can count. If ISTJ has no fans, then I'm dead.
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I went to their oakland date for 'The Dream Show 3'. Sadly Renjun was not there due to his hiatus, but I'm super stoked that I got to see them. It has already been 16 days (the concert was September 14th). Time passes too quickly... As my username is clearly a Renjun omen, I will be attending their next concert in hopes of seeing all of them. Honestly at this point I think I will be NCT fan forever... I'm hooked on this high.

I would like to imagine the way I felt at their concert would be an equivalent to how Chenle felt being in the bay area.. like artist like fan. Chenle was so cute and genuine I actually cannot. Guy that is so real.

And I seriously admire all of them a lot. I think I look up to them, but I also really just think being friends with them would be so cool.. just a girl that loves NCT DREAM lol.

They are such wonderful performers and they seem authentic to me. Idk. Beats me. Bonus points for dabbling in gay fanservice, emotional manipulation, and being pretty and sexy. I loved their ISTJ performance so much. I need that song injected into my bloodstream honestly it has been my favorite since it was released.

I think the experience would have been 10 times better with Renjun, and if it was TDS2 (I will forever be salty about not attending), but I wouldn't change this experience for anything else. You will be seeing me update this blog once I attend another concert of theirs-- and I will do this until TDS40 LOL.

I’m back

Nov. 11th, 2023 10:50 am
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I haven’t used this in almost a year.. i must make a comeback

COVID19

Dec. 20th, 2022 07:20 pm
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I got covid a couple days ago. I’ve learned that i have less things on my mind than i thought i had

Pho 🍲

Nov. 21st, 2022 04:17 pm
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zoey and rico came over to eat my mom’s pho… #socute

Lesserafim

Nov. 18th, 2022 03:56 pm
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Lesserafim might be my favorite girl group now lol (edit: this may be untrue)
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things that make me happy:
friends, food, music… ive been looking for more things in life (to feel more complete n ig.. less lost), but its not going too well. i hope to find myself sooner enough

In Texas

Jun. 25th, 2021 12:11 am
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The highest temperature in CA is the same as the low in TX.
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Best girl group… they are so cute. How do tags work? I’m not sure, but I love itzy..
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